Thursday, February 2, 2012
Third Time's the... Eh.
Day 2 of stimming
IVF #1 - Holy crap we're doing this!
IVF #2 - Whatever. It won't work anyway.
IVF #3 - Holy crap, why the fuck am I doing this?
I'm really surprised at the hostility I'm feeling toward each injection. It's really hitting me this cycle how incredibly unfair it is that most people just screw and get knocked up and I have to suffer just to have a shot at it.
Even in the throws of IF pre-Bea I didn't feel the bitter too often. It was usually the scared and the sad and the desperate. I guess having Bea frees me of those feelings and it's really just pure bitter right now.