Monday, June 22, 2009


Already started spotting.

It's over.

I know IVF BFNs are supposed to be the worst. Helping to plan your FIL's funeral helps numb that pain.

Don't get me wrong. Still sucks. Will suck more at the funeral when we meet ILs best friends' new grandkid and realize I couldn't give my FIL that.

Funny story....the funeral director started talking about his pregnant wife and how they are going to call the baby Jack. Good for you.

I know this is a HUGE downer post, but DH and I were talking and we realized how with all the shit thrown at us we are somehow so much closer. I love my husband very much.


  1. Sometimes things just suck so bad that there is nothing to be said. I am so sorry.

  2. My heart is breaking for you. Hold each other close.

  3. One of the few good things about having an IF blog is that you dont' have to worry about "downer" posts.

    I hope it's just implantation spotting.