First let me thank you all for your support.
I iced my butt for like a half hour and then laid face down on my bed. My husband sat next to me as "1985" played on my ITunes. He grabbed a hunk of butt (he had plenty to choose from) and waited. And waited. And waited. I was Soooo nervous.
Then he said, "There was no blood."
Excuse me? He wasn't waiting. He was ALREADY FINISHED!!!!!
All I felt was the tip of the needle kind of tap my butt. It felt like when I'm scouting the right place to put the Lupron or stims and I just graze my skin with the needle. So I thought he was still trying to figure out the perfect spot. But nope one and a half inches of metal was in my butt and I didn't know it.
I know for those of you that haven't done this yet, there is nothing I can say to take away the fear. I read all those women talking about how easy it was....I just wouldn't believe it til I was stuck myself.
But please believe me it is easy peasy one two threesy.
You CAN do this.