Friday, June 19, 2009

And Then There Was


One survived.  One Early Blast Transfered. 

He's a cute little blast.  And he was placed in a perfect location in my uterus where if we are VERY lucky, he'll stay for a while.

Yes, there was disappointment.  Yes there were tears.  But my doctor and the ladies at the clinic were awesome.  My doctor even had me, her and my DH hold hands so she could say a blessing when it was all said and done.

There is still a chance.  This guy is clearly the best of the (dead) bunch.

New problem....All along we were worried about MFI.  Now because the eggs made it a decent distance before dying it looks like I have shitty eggs too.

If this doesn't work....and I'm not saying it won't, but I am saying it's a long shot, our up hill road just got a lot more steep.

Beta next Monday.  I'm going to try to avoid googling "bfp with one early blast" and just sleep and eat like a big fat tick all weekend.


10 comments:

  1. Oh man....Ending up with only one is very tough :(

    BUT...it only takes one! I hope this is it for you. Have a relaxing and enjoyable weekend, and let that little one dig in. Good luck!

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  2. Oh honey, I'm so sorry that only one made it. But try to remember that you do have ONE, this little one might be small, but mighty.

    Sending you love and hugs and eat yourself into an oblivion if it will make yourself feel better.

    ((HUGS))

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  3. I'm so sorry. I hope that this little egg is your little one just waiting to meet you! Sending you lots of sticky baby dust this weekend!

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  4. I'm sorry there was just one...but I'm cheering that one all the way to the finish line.

    Hang in there during the wait until beta...it's a tough one.

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  5. Sorry there was only one to transfer. Hang in there, that one is a fighter.

    ((HUGS))

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  6. Sorry you only had one to transfer... BUT, I was in a similar situation as you. We are MFI too and I also found out I have an egg issue. We had 3 transfered on day 3 (my clinic will only grow them to day 5 if you have more than 5 embies). I was told only 1 had the possibility of attaching and we only transfered the other 2 because I just couldn't bring myself to throw them out. That 1 little embie is now sleeping in her crib. I have everything crossed for you!

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  7. All you need is one right? I hope it's a sticky one and you get a big fat + and a high beta!!!!! GL!!!!!!!

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  8. How were the embies at 3dpER? They say that the first 3 days of growth are due primarily to the egg and slowdowns on days 4 & 5 are typically associated with sperm. Based purely on what you have written here, I don't see any compelling evidence that you necessarily have an egg quality issue.

    Best hopes for one healthy baby born 9 months from now.

    Stay away from Dr. Google. I can personally guarantee you that it will do NO good. (That said, I will forgive you if you can't restrain - after all, I couldn't.)

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  9. Hang in there. I'll be following your progress closely. Our gestational carrier had my last two embryos transferred today, so we're only a few days apart.

    Sending sticky and fertile thoughts your way!

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  10. Can't anything just be easy? I'm praying for you guys. That's really sweet your RE said a blessing:)

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